Saturday, June 20, 2009

Disappointment... but no one is perfect...

2 weeks nv blog.. but i can't remember exactly wat i did.. ytd was xiu's bday.. and we spend abt a week to plan.. wat to do.. surprises and present... every1 put in alot of effort.. ben did the slide show.. the girls deco her lab coat which was very nice.. and i planned the activities and deco of the lab...

Can't remember how i survive the week.. i onli remember gettin ingredient for the bakin mango cake and the little bday msg scrapbook.. which alot of ppl contributed.. thanks.. couldn't finished it without all of u.. i really like these kind of present.. cos its like a photo album.. u can keep lookin and lookin..

memories...

On D day.. we were all excited. we deco the lab.. used lightsticks to form the "happy bday monkey" and used LOTS of trash bag to make the lab very dark.. and the entire place didn't felt like a lab.. it was very nice..

After that.. we went to eat at china town.. DURIAN~~ and played bowling.. although we were all extremely tired from doin the present and surprise.. we tried to enjoy as much as we could..

In the nite.. we met xiu's sec sch fren for dinner at marina barrage.. we packed pizza.. when we were there.. it was the start of the disappointment...

There were 3 grps of people there.. 1 of the grp belongs to the poly grp.. which is the lab mates..

The moment we were there.. i felt that the girls( lab mates) were like totally neglected.. they had to like entertain themselves and they were lost la.. like dunno wat to do.. u can judge the amount by how much photos they shot in tt nite.. with xiu inside.. and how much of the moment they actually talked.. i'm not sayin xiu must be like able to accomodate every single person.. but at least be aware of who is ard and who is not..

At 1 point where we sat down and tok.. she asked.. hey who is missin.. den daryl said.. weisheng went home.. den she was like..oh ok.. she fail to realise the girls were missin and i was lookin ard for them... so i decided to call them.. and the girls were entertainin themselves at the dam.. cos they didn't noe wat to do.... PLUS THEY WERE TIRED! VERY!

The girls sacrificed alot of sleep to prepare her celebration.. WCM onli had 1 hr of sleep becos of the sewing.. the tot of them being ignore is very sad for me.. so i called and join them..

I can understand xiu needed time to settle her stuff.. but its just not rite for me.. after all.. when u think back of the amount of effort they put in.. and the amount of time they spend accompanyin xiu.. is just not rite... the girls dun deserve to be treated like tt.. and as part of the planner.. i feel even more bad for them.. which is why i went down to the dam to accompany them.. said jokes.. tryin to make the outin looked more fun.. when i asked.. u all bored? they were like.. ya.. den they say nvm la.. its her bday.. it made me feel.. unjusticed..

and seriously.. I DUN UNDERSTAND WHY ALWAYS 1 OTHER PERSON HVE TO SPOIL THE MOOD OF THE DAY.. is a bday!! NOT STRESS DAY! i'm gettin irritated by the other person who keep makin thins difficult.. and the fact she is involvin innocent ppl.. i cannot take it..

SHE CAN FARKIN HATE ME BUT I SWEAR... IF SHE INVOLVE ANOTHER INNOCENT PERSON.. I WILL MAKE IT PERSONAL..

This other person is selfish.. self centered.. to the point she dun try to understand the situation.. to the point she just dun care abt others..

FRENS GIVE AND TAKE.. FRENS ARE NOT OBJECT OF URS.. we are all humans.. we need to meet ppl new.. we need to breathe fresh air.. this is why we give in.. and we take some.. we DUN TAKE ALL

I feel damn bad for the gals.. that i dun even noe how to apologise to them.. and frankly speakin i pity xiu.. she is like a caged up person.. and no matter wat truth she say.. it always back fire.. although i lost 1/2 my world.. but hey.. it was clean.. no baggage.. but xiu's... torturous and endless.. is either she solve the prob... or as yrs goes on.. the thin will just get worse..

even until now.. i still feel bad.. abt 17 hrs the girls spend outside with her or for her thins.. and the endin is soooooo sad.. and irritatin.. got so much more to say .. but.. haiz.. seems pointless.. it all still lies with xiu.. it started with her.. she has to somehow end it.. or i can garantee... she will lose alot more on the way...

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