been almost a week.. despite how much fun thins have happened... it seems that my time didn't really move on from that day when i see shadows moving away in different directions..
almost a week of sleepless nite.. dun even noe how i manage to stay awake in morning with onli mayb 1 or 2 hrs of sleep.. must be due to FDS training.. now body can tahan no matter how little amount of sleep i hve..
I tried to stay out to keep myself occupied but doesn't seem to work very well isn't it.. frankly speaking... i dun wanna go home early everyday.. i wanna make myself physically tired so i would naturally go to sleep and forget about everything..
today almost went to bukit timah hill.. but by the time we reach bus stop.. there was a change of plan.. dunno y.. i throw a short few sec of tantrum (dun really wanna go home yet) but i guess. throwing tantrum isn't suited for me.. i just simply can't get angry easily nor a long time...
got home to put down my thins.. went to run along the road.. didn't care where the road would lead me... didn't care how long i would run.. tryin to drain my energy off.. tryin to turn the wheel of time again...
WHEEL OF TIME PLEASE TURN.. please...
courage.. strength.. dun fail me..
stand by me...
for i dunno how much longer i can hold on to my mask..
rite now.. doin abit of ppt for ah tan.. mayb watch a little bit of Voice the jap drama... den go sleep.. if i can.. let see how long i go with 1/2 hrs of sleep everyday.. mayb i might break world record for the person with least amount of sleep.. haha..