Went to ECP with ed, daryl and xiu for picnic and cycling.. bus trip was freakin long.. and surprisingly i slept.. for once.. without any fear.. picnic was good.. cycling was crazy.. very tiring.. tried to cycle all the way to changi beach but erm.. like damn far and not enuf time... not tryin to make an excuse here.. really..
After tt, we took bus to city link and decided to grab some small bites at the newly open Taiwanese Xin Wang Cafe.. its a total scam.. freakin scam shop.. xiu ordered sausage with garlic.. the waitress say.. nice nice.. when it come out.. we all stun.. its just farkin taiwan sausage la.. i tot got some special cookin to it.. but NO~ farkin the same as pasa malam la.. and the price is a rip off.. den i ordered some desert... it says.. ice lemon pudding.. wah.. come out.. got ice.. few grinded ice.. got lemon.. 2 slices.. and puddin.. tts the best part.. it became jelly.. it just looked like any ice jelly u can get from the desert shop at a kopitiam.. except... MORE ICE...
Den this waitress came along wanted to sell us the membership card.. in our head we already dun wan to come again liao.. still wan us to get membership.. so she ask.. do u all wanna sign up membership (in chinese)? instantly we all said no.. den guess wat.. she said.. 为什么? huh.. dun wan means dun wan la.. still ask.. den we reject her.. she totally ignore us and wanted to explain the details.. wah totally CMI...
Entire day was fun.. tio abit sun burn...
check out the photos here...
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=82095&id=754399614&l=1aa8c89dbf
14 days exact with "Insomia".. still counting...
If i hve to live my life this way.. den i'm not living at all.. i hve to stop this.. i hve to return myself to who i am.. i know wat may be missing.. i know now... wat i must do.. return to my fear once more.. and faced it.. if its really the end.. den i will cut all ties.. clean.. leavin nothin behind to look back..
even if it hurts 1000 times more den b4..
even if i'm hated for..
this is so for the better of us all... to walk on..
I just wanna end it all. Should I trip or should I fall. Will someone be there to catch me when I'm fall, or will I forever be lying with no sound at all.