D nite.. D venue.. as we always did to gather around.. but this time rd.. i wish i didn't had to come..
Being frens for soooo many years.. not just frens but best of frens.. we shared countless of memories.. we shared tears.. laughter.. fights... but most importantly.. we shared our thoughts and hearts... but why~ why do we hve to end it this way... i know for the past few yrs.. all of our relationships showed cracks.. but no matter wat happened.. we always sit together and mend that hole... why not this time?!
I know.. this isn't the 1st time that it is happening.. but why let yrs of frenship end becos of some misunderstandings?! All these yrs.. all these time... it meant somethin didn't it?! we tried so long!!! i know every1 tried to patch it up but can't we put in more effort? just a little bit more? please...................
Finally, you all decided... to walk our own seperate path..
you guys noe wat? everytime we meet.. and we said thins on our minds.. being as straight forward as we always do.. we said the meanest thins.. those did really hurt... but...
what hurts more.. was the moment when i stand alone.. watching each of ur backs leaving the place in different directions.. when each of you disappear from my sight... i realise.. this is it.. this is the end... mayb all that is left.. are memories of the past..
i feet soo lost.. as though a kid who lost his mother in a place he nv knew..
I feel so sad that i don't even noe if my heart is beatin anymore..
i feel......
like crying
To some1 else who didn't reply my msg.. sorry i hve to put you thru a very difficult time.. really..