270509.. the entire lab went to walk on bridges that connects various parks together.. from hort park all the way to habour front.. long day.. watch 17 again with bliss and xiu.. acc bliss home with xiu.. den went home.. was a happy day.. i guess...
its more den a week.. 13 days to be exact.. since that moment.. my eyes haven been able to shut as i like.. frankly speakin.. i'm scared.. out of the 13 days.. as fatigue sets in finally after 5, 6 hours of starin at the ceiling.. the next moment i would wake up with cold sweat..
i'm scared of flashes that run thru my mind when my eyes are shut..
i'm scared of accepting the fact..
i tried.. am still trying to move...
I chose.. still choosing to smile.. stay happy..
But y even i've decided... i'm still living with an empty soul..
Am i still alive?
I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of crying. I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.
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- Name: Fu XianWang
- Age: 24
- School: Ngee Ann Poly Yr 3
- Tryin to be happy always and make others happy too
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