Crappy is what i always get from people.. crazy sometimes.. but i cant be that forever.. its like what you said.. we have our focus.. our own path.. and at some times in our life.. we change to make be a better person.. to be mature.. yes... i lack in that.. maturity.. but we learn as we grow.. and accepting things as it is and handling them in a manner or another shows how much we've grown.. The very fact that I've not been able to be emotionally strong enough to handle a lot of things just show how much more i need to improve on..
Life is like a game with a lot of stages.. and as i reflect along.. i came to open up in a lot of things.. thoughts.. feelings.. surroundings... friends.. and its like as though the door has opened.. I'm moving on to the next world.. not sure I've stepped into the world of adults or what.. but to be more realistic.. optimistic.. objective.. focus.. these are the things that i have to improve upon..
Some people say I'm too serious in my work.. but hey.. what's wrong trying my best in things i do.. I'm not smart.. not talented.. not handsome.. the only asset I have is working hard.. although some times people make fun of that.. say things about that.. although it can be real hurting.. I still take pride in it...
Although a lot of people make fun of me when i say BoA is my idol.. but they don't understand.. the effort she put in.. the courage she has.. those personalities are what attracted me.. and i still stay proud as her fan..
Not relying on others.. not influenced by others.. not hesitating.. this is it..
Went to school alone this morning.. instead of going to badminton.. i ended up doin own workout.. spending time to revise on my work.. since taking a break.. decided to blog first.. was thinking that.. in some time later.. i should stop this.. not that blogging is stupid.. but if there is something that i want to say or convey.. i want to do it properly.. not like this.. if there is something special i wan to share.. i wan to share them properly.. If there is something sad.. and i don't want people to be affected... then the more i shouldn't mention..
Very soon i'll taking up more part time... need the money for school fees etc.. don't want to be a burden for my parents.. not to say I'm very desperate but just wanna do a part as a family.. so if got any gd part time job let me know ar..
Taking a step at a time.. stress.. but excited.. i wun change.. I'm still me... Fu XianWang
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