Had a "great" plan in mind which is tiring me out.. but am i giving up?? NO! F off.. no way i'm giving up..
Sometime its all about the mind.. if you believe you will do it.. and you will eventually make it.. alot of people like to feel..
oh man.. i'm gone..
wah liao.. sian diao la.. not goin to do well liao...
gone case.. i cmi la...
FARK! Why waste time having this kind of thoughts!? No one.. i mean NO ONE has perfect life.. every now and then we face challenges that are of different degrees.. hey... if you feel stress and low self esteem.. come on la.. there are MUCH MORE people facing even BIGGER problems everyday..
Time is not going to stop nor wait.. its not going to say.. hey its ok.. just take it slow.. certain things has happened means it is the past.. you can continue to waste MORE TIME thinking about it.. or MOVE ON! If people dun start to learn to become stronger then before.. they are not just the ones tiring out.. remember.. there are those who care and love around you.. they are also sharing your burden.. so please spare some thoughts for them.. I'm not saying that if anyone has a problem.. keep it to yourself.. but rather.. do something about it.. learn.. accept.. move on..
Seriously.. who doesn't have to face major down time.. who doesn't have to go through that part of life... ya.. you can choose to give up and stay put.. but there are those willing to help you unconditionally..
It hurts a lot.. not just because the very love ones giving up.. but when your love ones doesn't trust your helping hand.. the very fact that you cannot do anything to help.. hurts a lot.. you are not alone.. in life.. no one has to fight a battle alone.. if it ever happens.. its not because of others.. its you.. you chose for it to happen..
Just freaking throw your "luggage" away and you will be free.. don't say its hard when you haven even try.. keep trying.. until the day you die.. that's life.. if you try.. you still may have that 1% chance.. but if you never do... its confirm a 0%.. as long you don't give up.. that 1% will continue to exist.. if anything is possible.. you make it happen..
Why i talk about all of these? Cause i've been seeing too many people grieving over their failure.. while i saw one guy.. just that one guy.. continue to fight hard even after losing 2 most impt people in his life.. what makes a different between him and the rest? he still cries.. he bleeds.. he is a human.. not like he has special powers or talent.. but yet.. he has that strength to move on.. cause he accepts what has happen and work towards the future..
Future will bring me hope..
His favourite line and only source of motivation.. i respect you! People.. fight! The battle is only over when you say its over..