Its almost an hour pass 12am... which means to say.. 24 hours have passed.. still the call i long waited didn't come.. i expected a high prob that this would happen.. but the thought of it is unbearable.. morning till the movie time i totally no mood.. tried doing more things to forget it.. but my heart still beats for it.. although AEM was alot of fun.. but the fun soon dies off from me.. by evening time i knew that things wouldn't moved.. but the time that i gave was up to 12am.. so i decided to continue to wait.. as the time ticked.. my heart slowly dies down.. but.. i was glad that i watch the movie.. with 2 great person somemore.. it was alot of fun.. which took away some of the pain...
Speaking of the movie.. the strangest thing was that while xiu, jn and i went to get mac so that we can smuggle into the cinema.. we met clarine and her sis.. best part.. both of them are jn's primary school friends.. i was like.. wth~ then we went straight into the cinema.. not long after i sat down.. i heard a familiar voice.. i turned and look.. FARK.. my cousin! lol.. and he knows clarine and her sis.. he says that they got go his house b4 and i should have seen them b4 liao.. ok.. after the movie i though abt it.. i think they were the twins that i saw at one of the dinner.. not very sure either.. the world is seriously very small.. fate i would say... haha
I always believe that as long one works hard for it.. miracle will happen.. but not this time.. it was the same as b4.. the harder i try.. the harder i fall.. but I've learnt to accept and endure.. losing my faith but working to persevere... enjoyed my day... glowing thing.. haha.. will get it for some1's bday.. er hem.. =P