kan suay.. morning wake up early.. go wash up.. after that i was like.. WHERE THE HELL IS MY SPECS.. i like spend 30 min finding my specs.. for a short moment i tot maybe my dad took it.. BUT.. damn heng.. i found it like stuck between some paper bags..
Quickly changed and went to woodland library to study. i got there like 9.30 and initially there was like v little people.. i queue up and woot.. after like 10 min.. behind me was a bunch of "hungry geeks" lol.. kidding nia.. i must believe in karma.. lol.. anyway.. met xiu and studied.. FOR A SHORT WHILE... =P not in the mood to study.. so i spend quite some time watching.. who's line is it anyway.. luv that damn show man... make me laff until my mouth numb especially when i have to hold everything in lor (remember i was in the lib)..
Left the lib in the afternoon and i waited somewhere near xiu's house.. played dota for the hr while she go shower and change at her house.. den we went to grab some food.. xiu like treat me to sushi.. knn one.. treat me 8- 9 sushi at 4 plus.. i eat until i wanna die.. but ok la.. although a bit full.. but i still finished it.. xiu went to beach cycling with jn's family.. wooohooo... think it should be quite fun. haha..
on my way home.. i received a sms.. like telling me my previous post damn emo la.. i was.. omg.. someone read that post.. and the best thin i just posted it ytd.. shock.. i think jn read it also.. otherwise she wouldn't have sms'ed me.. double the shock...
thanks for the concern.. but if wan me immediately stop emo.. a bit hard.. there is like too many thins on my mind BUT it will end soon.. i went through the toughest time.. i think i should be able to pull through this too.. my heart was broken for years.. what else could be worse then that.. haha.. at least now i can really relax and look back at the past already.. please give me some time.. short one.. =P
Sometimes i wonder.. did i really like the song "I Stay In Love" by Mariah Carey or i like it cause i relate it to my past.. i seriously dunno.. but i like listened to the song for more den 50 times within these 2 days.. i put it on a repeat and the song just keep going and going.. the song isn't something great.. but the feel is there... i dunno how many can understand.. but its just the feel.. nothing more.. no words can really describe that feeling... its really subjective to how good a song is.. like anil dun really find it nice.. while i do.. ya.. maybe its like wat xiu said.. he didn't had the experience so its hard for him to relate...
Today is relaxing... a short break for a longer journey.. another challenge coming soon.. CA.. kaoz.. need to work hard liao... pray that everything goes well.. hope that xiu can win the NP open.. wish that jn's load will lighten..