today got up with bad start of the day.. didn't purposely wake up late.. my head was spinning i wasn't feeling too right.. couldn't really wake up.. somehow i manage to force myself out of the bed.. checked my temperature and hell i was having slight fever.. wanted to skip school.. but its like 3 hours of practical that i need to make up.. not so good idea.. and i also don't bear to PS xiu.. plus her assignment worksheet is with me.. so final decision.. go school..
Right at the beginning of school.. still not so bad.. can tahan.. but after that during the biochem lecture.. things changed.. the people behind were extremely noisy and i was like trying to figure out what doc forday was saying.. already not feeling well.. cannot concentrate... ccb behind still make noise.. if don't want to listen can don't come lecture la! KNN..
Its seriously irritating each time people don't try and start asking for help.. always making noise in the lecture then never listen.. then keep complaining don't understand..FARK! Is really don't understand or never try to understand.. even if don't feel like listening.. can farking shut up anot! CA coming liao still like that... if want to be slacker also be considerate for others la.. GROW UP PLEASE.. STOP PROCRASTINATING AND START TO BE CONSTRUCTIVE... when i look at the LT.. the front few rows were like damn focus while the behind farking noisy.. wish i was sitting there up front.. but oh well.. what the heck..
Really wanted to say that out.. but i'm feeling weak.. after the lecture.. i couldn't stand it anymore.. i just walk right out of the LT.. wanted to just go straight to the tables outside the Lab and do revision but doesn't seems too good to be that way... waited for them to come out and told them i not eating.. damn.. no appetite to eat anyway..
Outside the Lab was good.. cool breeze and the quietness really lighten my condition.. manage to do 1 paper.. got permission to go into lab early which was even better.. even more quiet.. especially when the guys are done eating.. the 1 hour plus of peace is what i needed.. xiu smsed like asking i ok a not.. to be frank... its a mixed.. at that time i'm ok.. but it's not really alright though.. still felt irritated.. sry gal if u felt that i was like attitude.. sry i made you felt bored in practical and bioinfo lesson...
After school... still no appetite.. but xiu was like.. "today you never eat anything.. better go buy some food to eat" ok lor. .bought mixed vegetable rice to makan.. which filled my stomach.. played saboteur after school while waiting for ed and xiu's friend.. manage to entertain them a little bit.. =) otherwise keep showing restless face to xiu not very nice.. after that we left off.. i drop by JP to buy panadol.. headache coming in.. pop 2 into my mouth and walk home.. on the way i went drop by to see whether the guys were playing bball.. yes they were.. haha.. shiok.. went to sweat out.. and indeed.. this trick always work.. panadol plus extreme sweating works very well.. but still feeling weak.. so decided to go back home..
arg~~ just feel like ranting off.. got this irritated feeling inside me that i want to get rid.. just like what val said.. today i'm not me.. most prob is because i'm not feeling well .. but i know largely is still the lecture shit... don't expect me to help or what if you don't put in effort to learn.. don't expect me to teach if you interrupt me from learning.. cause i cannot since i can't even understand due to you.. bloody peasants..
ranting over.. time to be me again.. chilling out.. oh ya.. money finally coming me.. yeah~ 2pid duck.. got money for your present liao.. =) Jn seems to be having quite a lot of stress.. don't keep worrying.. just do your best and never say die.. as long you put in 100% then you will never have regrets.. thats more important..
Keep 4getting to thank lek.. she read my blog and cheer me up.. thanks... 10 years of friend is not for nothing.. haha.. really appreciate it..ok gotta go mug a bit then can watch some funny vids.. tml no training.. only got free play.. shiok.. going to go early to "book" court.. haha..