7.36pm now and i started blogging already... its been so long since i reach home this early.. suppose to met someone at woodland but decided not to go.. cause i needed the rest... today xiu seems a lot happier.. and of cos i know the reason.. had a conflicting feeling.. but nvm.. more important is that she smiling...
Ytd night was horrible.. went to sleep at about 12 plus.. but i ended up lying on the bed for 4 hours.. i couldn't sleep.. there is this restless and frustrating feeling within me.. this time round i really dunno why its happening.. one of good friend told me... something is bothering me.. but what? Even i myself don't know the cause of this.. 4 hours.. i stared at the constellation on the ceiling.. many things run through my mind.. happy.. sad.. angry.. disappointment.. the more i try not to think.. the more they flash across..
Finally! I manage to fell asleep at 4 am.. but my journey doesn't end there... every year.. i will have this weird dream.. seriously.. its a dream i had it since primary school.. the dream goes like... i find myself running through series of door.. but not matter how many i open.. I'm always stuck inside the place.. its like a maze.. there is something I'm looking for.. but each time I'm close to the end.. the dream just ended.. in the dream.. it was like only 5 to 10 min... but i have slept for 3 hours..
Supposedly I'm immune to it.. its no longer scary.. but each year when it comes a few times.. it slowly became very disturbing for me.. how can anyone keep reoccurring the same dream for so many years? can any1 tell me what the hell is going on? weirdest thing is that.. usually one will forget a dream content very quickly... but each time i had it.. i can always clearly remember it.. so i ended up didn't get a lot of rest.. tml got AEM programme... hope its fun.. and hopefully the movie at 7pm is enjoyable...
SMILE GAL SMILE~~~ sorry... i really dunno what else i can do... even though i know i can't be that smiling factor.. but I'll try... idiots need to think to work... =P just need to know.. whenever u need a hand.. a shoulder.. a leg.. an ass.. lol.. kidding.. just turn back and i'll be there... =)
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