Saturday, December 01, 2007

~Unexpected~

One thin abt life that i luv and hate most is how unpredictable it can be. When u tot everythin is gone.. u realise its a start of another gd. When u r at cloud 9.. 1 sec and it can send u straight to hell 9.. it is this unforseen circumstances that made life full of surprises.. and the tot abt it makes me feel that i wan to move on to tml.. i wanna noe what r the thins i can make it happen. Of cos.. in my mind i was onl thinkin abt gd stuffs.. but in reality.. one wrong word/step can make a big impact.

A gd friend of mine was hvin probs.. Bf bday falls on the same day as her best friend. She chose her bf over her best friend for that day (btw.. her best friend told her it was alrite) Unexpectly.. her bf decided a place where her best friends and the remainin gang are meetin.. not exact location but same shoppin mall.. EVEN MORE UNEXPECTLY.. the gang went to the exact spot where she was.. initially everythin was fine.. but.. thins took a turn.. for a reason or another.. the gang was unhappy abt it.. and made a fuss... and it sour the r/s btw my friend and her best friend.. i dun understand the rational for their actions... i dun even understand y both grp can't get together to celebrate.. i feel that y is it that a celebration that is suppose to be happy can turn out to be so bad

My friend was down.. few days later.. rite in a middle of a lecture, her bf sms'ed her callin for a break up... i noe she is shock and she dunno wat to do.. she handed over her phone to me and i sms'ed back.. with generousity.. at that moment i was really sick.. flu and fever was settin in.. but i still decided to go bowlin with her and another friend.. i can c that she is tryin not to be bothered but once in a moment when i look at her and i knew she is still depress.. though she not showin out.. worse thin... on the same day her friend sms'ed her sayin that her bf also wans to break up with her..

WTF IS GOIN ON.. is there a routine? the thin is.. i dun understand y this bf of my friend can't personally speak to her.. there are thins that shld be said out and not just text it out.. is he even serious in the 1st place? though i feel like sayin him.. but i'm not in any position to do so.. if there is any1 that is bad.. i'm the 1st..

CA is comin and mayb all the studies and activities can wash her mind abit.. Sry girl.. i was really too sick to send u home that day.. that moment was my limit already.. hope ya feelin better.. and hope that i can get better from my flu and it..

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