Its almost a week... though sometimes when i think abt it it hurts i hve decided to move on... i tot that no one wld eva read my blog again since i stop for a long period of time.. but i was wrong.. at least 1 person read and she gave me comfort... thanks alot.. but thins like tt.. i hve to overcome it myself.. when i preparin a video presentation for my physiology i realise wat a fool i hve been.. there are ppl out there findin hope and strugglin to live.. and me? i am just wastin my time being depress. 1 litre of tears.. it was this that made me stronger in my beliefs.. rite now.. it is wat that picked me out from that darkness.. although it wasn't complete.. but at least i hve e courage to move on. I may b hidin from it or runnin away.. so be it.. i wanna hang on to my beliefs.. at least thats wat i feel is most impt to me now.
BoA just new single is out.. i really like one of the song.. "Smile again" when i listen to it.. at the same time rememberin 1 litre of tears.. i really find strength to move on.. time will heal.. it may take 1 day.. 1 week.. 1 month or even longer.. but it doesn't matter anymore.. wat matter is wat do i wan to do.. wat can i do.. i no longer ask for any returns.. just hope tt happiness will stay even if mine no longer exist...