Thursday, November 22, 2007
Mask
I tot i would nv face another darkness.. yet it came.. life is full of surprise.. pain.. joy... its like a road with alot of junctions.. at each junction u will nv noe who u will meet what will happen. You may find urself at a dead end and take another turn in the previous junction. Just when u tot all is smooth.. u end up in another dead end. Somehow.. i'm managin it.. it still hurts.. but its alright.. i can hold it.. i can even smile at it.. i can laff.. can play along.. but is this really wat i wan? so wat its not.. its too late.. sometimes i feel like i'm a fool.. but i no longer know how to treat this "foolishness".. i'm too used to concealin... i'm too use to show the "fun" side.. this time i'm tired... real tired... i always believe some1 will be there.. i used to hve.. but freedom is the onli i can gif to her.. now.. i'm on my own.. its ok.. i believe just a few days more and mayb i will be freed from this dead end.. or at least i hope it will..