After a freaking long time.. i decided its time to be "home". Stop asking me y i stop this thin.. its simple.. all because army life was like hell boring and monotonous. I dun wan to be typin the same stuffs over and over and over again when i can just simply press "ctrl + c". Its pointless to say repeatative life everytime. Of cos there has to be some interesting thins happening but life was too shag for me at that moment. Now that i out of that HELL, i figured it would be good for me to continue.
After Ord, i decided to go poly to pursue my interest despite alot of objection. I just simply can't do other courses that don't interest me abit. Since JC, there has only been 2 thins i wan to do.. either to teach or go into medical field(any area). I wan to do my v best in helpin ppl. I dun wan to look back and regret wat i have done. I feel that i have wasted a lot of my life and its time for me to achieve somethin great. No returns are required. Just let me enjoy wat i wan to do will do.
Poly life is really v different from JC's. Competition is low... environment isn't really good for studying in the senses that u dun get to c alot of ppl studyin. In addition, the library itself is more of like a place to relax and enjoy. It turns out to be a place where studyin in it is not v possible. You work a little harder and ppl will start sayin.. "Wah.. so hardworkin" but shldn't it be that way. I'm not sayin that we shldn't enjoy but the enjoyment is like way too much. To really excel in poly.. self discipline is needed. Its exactly like wat my cousin said.. self control is most impt. The moment u lose urself.. u lose the game. Life is a game... choose to win. Though i dun like it.. but it is rather true. However, i often wonder myself.. wat it really means to win. All i can say is.. winning to me.. is not being rich and not being famous. It is to bring hope to others and seeing ppl fulfillin their goals. Y i held on to my dreams and moved on? Cos i chose to win. =D