Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Around the Corner

Woot~ haven been bloggin for quite awhile. Darn.. so many thins to rush for. Project presentation and tests hve took up quite alot of my time. Worse of all, i'm goin to hve my CA real soon.. its like just next week. Sian sia.. hahaha.. but i was quite delighted at the fact that my tests and project so far are quite nicely done.. haha..

Last sat was v a v shag day... y?? i went ard 1/2 of sg to get a garfield soft toy cos i lost a bet. BUT! i was glad to lose it. haha.. it was a gd bet. If xiu who didn't had bio background could pass the test... i wld buy garfield soft toy. Good thin xiu not only pass but did quite well. Well done gal! Anil also.. nice work! I also hve to thank weili.. he like ran ard SG with me.. haha.. he felt cheated.. cos he didn't noe that i really meant goin ard SG. He tot we were go goin a few selected places and slowly find. Thanks bro~ the day was really long.. but still enjoyed it. The sad thin though.. was that.. the garfield i bought xiu already has it.. *&^%$#%$#^%$^%.. now i hve to go round again to find either garfield or donald duck. Why choose those so hard to find one!? kaoz~ but i comfirm will get somethin.. so wait ar..

Recently i'm really v careless... i keep mixing up my biostats calculation.. qns that i didn't get the correct ans was actually due to my carelessness.. den i 4gt to keep my notebook adapter after lendin xiu... luckily mr mak went to get it for me while i was hvin lesson and he kept it for me.. gotta thanks mr mak again.. went all the way to 7th floor to get my adapter.. haha.. i will be rootin for you in the run~ =P

"Other people and things can stop you temporarily. You're the only one who can do it permanently."

Saturday, May 19, 2007

HUNGARY~!!!

HUNGARY~!!! Woke up early and started off doing my tutorials and project presentation. I wanted to finish all these b4 i go into revision for my OC test this coming monday. By the time i finish every thin... excluding revision.. it was like 3.45 pm already. My stomach began to call to me~ "FEED ME~~!! FEEEEEEED ME~~~!!!!!!!" haha.. By that time.. i have finished up my tutorials.. done my presentation.. and even summaries for some of my modules. Woot~~ quite productive ain't i.. hahaha.. yea man.. compared to ytd which i didn't do anythin at all.. today was much better even though i gt distracted every now and den. hahaha..

Gotta thank Mr Mak my cell bio lecturer.. he is like a BIG help for my project. He picks up call v quickly.. replies ur mail as soon as he sees it. He even like check his mail alot of times in a day cause i mailed him at different times about different thins and he replied them all. He will always try to explain as much as possible until u can get it. Wonderful person... i respect u!!

"In the confrontation between the stream and the rock, the stream always wins- not through strength but by perseverance."

Madness~~

Ok.. its 1.39am in the morning and i'm still feelin rather high.. i dunno wats wrong with me.. i'm not sleepy neither am i am feeling tired. NO~~ i didn't drink coffee or alcohol.. i'm just feeling that way. Looks like i'm goin to sleep at a much much "earlier time" haha..

today wasn't v productive.. didn't revise for quiz.. neither did i do my homework.. i was spendin my night playin crazy taxi.. hahaha... well at least today there was a progress for my cell bio project. We are more or less near the final stage. Even though i v much wanted it to b more professional or creative.. time isn't giving in. darn.. if i had planned it out more throughly.. mayb it might hve been better. Gd thin today yong and i found out there was a part of the info we didn't much really understand.. after thinkin thru like for nearly and hour.. we decided to contact our lecturer.. heng ar~~ lucky for him if not we dunno how to explain that essential part of the project. Gotta thank xiu for waitin for us after her lesson.. its like she could hve just gone back.. but she stayed. Initially i was suppose to b alone so she wanted to study together b4 i make my move to meet sec sch friends for dinner. Ended up i was doin project.. but she didn't mind wastin some of her time.. haha... Thanks gal..

Good thin we spend quite a bit of time on the project.. its becos of this.. i was goin to b super late for my dinner. Lucky I WAS!! zhen called to tell me they cancelled the dinner.. and i just on the start of the journey to the meetin place. Heng ar~~ but quite sad also.. tot finally can meet the gang...

Personality test: Life as an ENFJ
(Extravert, Intuitive, Feeler, Judger)

People of this type tend to be: friendly, outgoing, and enthusiastic; affectionate articulate, and tactful; highly empathetic but easily hurt; creative and original; decisive and passionately opinionated, productive, organized, and responsible.

The most important thing to ENFJs is their relationships, and the opportunity to communicate and connect with others.

i find the part abt empathetic rather true.. highly empathetic but easily hurt<<-- this means I'm fragile SO.. handle me with care.. LOL~ kiddin lah.. the easily hurt part i think is abit exaggerated.

"Do right. Do your best. Treat others as you want to be treated."

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

My Friend

You gave me words of kindness

tied with a ribbon of gold,

hearing them was important

to heal my heart and soul.

Your gift of words made a difference

when I was down and blue,

questioning why I bother,

doing what I do.

Life can be a challenges

sometimes it seems unfair,

but when I was tired and struggling

it helped that you were there.

What can I give you in return

your friendship is so dear,

please know if you ever need me

I will always be here.

Kind words and time are needed

by people everywhere,

when wrapped with a smile or a hug

they're a gift that says I CARE!

Monday, May 14, 2007

Shag, Shag and Shag

Extremely tired man....I slept thruout the bus ride back home.. i dunno y.. mayb i can longer keep up with all those late nites anymore.. these 2 weeks we will hve mini quiz and next next week prac will hve presentation reports and Cell bio project presentation. After tt week.. Common test.. darn.. seems like time is not on my side man.. gotta fight on~!!

Last sat Spiderman 3 was v nice.. although alot of ppl find the beginnin very borin and is a waste of time.. i find it quite interesting. Actions were gd. There were parts that made ppl laff.. and there were moments that actually shocked us all. B4 the movie, i met with WL to go shoppin with him.. he had to get some new clothes.. ended up walkin for hours.. and i was like damn beat. I wonder where he gets his energy from man. The rest of the guys were like tired of walkin already and he just continues to shop. @_@ power~

Initially i wanted to meet up my frens at holland after the movie.. but after thinkin awhile.. it wld b best to go back home.. Sun mornin gotta wake up early to study with Ah Xiu ar~ ya lor.. i scared i cannot wake up so have to go home sleep. Spent the whole of sun doin biostats and powerpoint presentation draft. Also felt like we ate alot of thins since lunch. Haha... Abt 4.30 pm.. went to meet rubbish "bin".. haha.. think she will kill me after she sees this. Finally gt the bio textbook from her.. saviour~!! lol.. Wasted the CD is not in there otherwise i could hve use some of the animations for my cell bio presentation.. damn...

Its ok~ at least i rather excited to go to my granny's house for the chilli crabs~!! woot~~ no wonder i felt like i have been eatin the whole day.. haha... must be becos i took my time to enjoy the crabs.. opps...

"The best and most beautiful things in the world can not be seen or ever touched, they must be felt with the heart. We should do everything within reason to save a good relationship. But if we are constantly trying to save it, it's probably not a good relationship."

Saturday, May 12, 2007

SnoRez

Omg omg~ been soooo freakin long since i gt out of bloody army.. yet my body clock is still soooo screwed~!! i'm still like waking up in the middle of the night for no reason. Worse thin is no matter how late i sleep.. i will wake up at 8 am! Like wth?? snore~~~ since i got up this early.. decided to go for a run. Over the past 1 week i've been tryin to gain back my physical status like it was in the army.. and man~ its not easy... although been doin alot of extreme exercise.. but its goin to take awhile. I need some movitation~!!!

Ytd nite i finally remember to catch "Supernatural'... thanks to xiuxiu~ lucky you reminded me of TV...if not our dear mr parrot goin say thins again... hahaha.. darn... i was disappointed with the series man... i tot its goint o b some horror show and it all ended up like some action ghost buster crap. Thins get worse when the endin for ytd's epi sux! its was sooo freakin lame and vague.

Yea~ goin to catch "Spiderman 3" later with my bunch of gay frens.. LOL.. kiddin.. army frens.. ah~ still remember spiderman was my childhood hero.. love his way of fightin for justice. Luv this phrase "With great power comes great responsibility".. woot~~ mayb some day i can b like him............................... not~~~ ordinary is still the best~

"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."

Feeling down any1? Just remember the quote above and remember you will always b my world.. especially to my krayon MeImEi~ Know i haven been a really gd brother.. but u must know u r always my world... peace~

Friday, May 11, 2007

~Choice~

Its been 4 weeks since sch started... in these 4 weeks.. i hve totally forgotten abt my application for NIE. Thinking abt it really makes me wonder.. "what if NIE nominated me?" I really dunno. I nv tot that i would b bothered by this. I tot when the time comes.. i would hve a definite ans. But right now.. i can't make my choice. Sometimes i even think that since its already May.. the chances are not high.. so i shldn't waste my time thinkin about this. BUT~ what if it really happens? Will i b able to make a choice?

"Laughter gives us distance. It allows us to step back from an event, deal with it and then move on. - Bob Newhart"

Hmm.. i think when the time comes.. i will laff?? Haha~ i dunno lah.. 4get it man.. just work hard now.. and the time comes.. i will noe what i wan... At least what i'm doin rite now is also wat i wanted to do. CHEERs~~

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Home Sweet Home

After a freaking long time.. i decided its time to be "home". Stop asking me y i stop this thin.. its simple.. all because army life was like hell boring and monotonous. I dun wan to be typin the same stuffs over and over and over again when i can just simply press "ctrl + c". Its pointless to say repeatative life everytime. Of cos there has to be some interesting thins happening but life was too shag for me at that moment. Now that i out of that HELL, i figured it would be good for me to continue.

After Ord, i decided to go poly to pursue my interest despite alot of objection. I just simply can't do other courses that don't interest me abit. Since JC, there has only been 2 thins i wan to do.. either to teach or go into medical field(any area). I wan to do my v best in helpin ppl. I dun wan to look back and regret wat i have done. I feel that i have wasted a lot of my life and its time for me to achieve somethin great. No returns are required. Just let me enjoy wat i wan to do will do.

Poly life is really v different from JC's. Competition is low... environment isn't really good for studying in the senses that u dun get to c alot of ppl studyin. In addition, the library itself is more of like a place to relax and enjoy. It turns out to be a place where studyin in it is not v possible. You work a little harder and ppl will start sayin.. "Wah.. so hardworkin" but shldn't it be that way. I'm not sayin that we shldn't enjoy but the enjoyment is like way too much. To really excel in poly.. self discipline is needed. Its exactly like wat my cousin said.. self control is most impt. The moment u lose urself.. u lose the game. Life is a game... choose to win. Though i dun like it.. but it is rather true. However, i often wonder myself.. wat it really means to win. All i can say is.. winning to me.. is not being rich and not being famous. It is to bring hope to others and seeing ppl fulfillin their goals. Y i held on to my dreams and moved on? Cos i chose to win. =D